Darkest of life
2day im very sad...was planning(not really i plan, im the guy tat ask ppl to come) a best friend bday celebration but it all end canceling...i feel very bad tat it end up this way...was doing my best to make thing work out...but seen i make everything go very worse...haiz i feel really sad tat it all end up so sad...u know i really feel like crying...im in the mid of very thing...i know im very sad but im not the only one...i cannot say tat im hurt the most...i know u two going to hate mi and us abt this...:( there nth i can do anymore...i feel very useless at tat time...shall have keep thing to myself and be the only to be hurt....now everyone is so unhappy...i got all the ppl anger on mi...i got nth to say abt it...i don even know y i getting all the anger on mi...im the one going, asking ppl around, making thing rite(but make thing worse) and even tell them i will pay for their Money 1st...but overall im a bad planner...now i don even know if i going to be planning abt it anymore...it so hard to be a nice guy...haiz now i don even know wat will happen on my chalet...it happen to mi, i nv forgot wat happen on my 20th birthday the day after, on the 9 Aug it hurt mi alot...nvm abt mi...im truly sry to make ur 20th birthday so sad...i fell as a friend and as planner...

>:>:2day make the darkest of life>:>:

Boring days....
it so boring in sch nowadays...

hmmm a friends told mi tat in order for u to love someone u have to be love by someone...hmmm well if its true, i don feel love by anyone coz noone love mi...sad rite...hahas...well i think there ones time but very thing happen so fast...well at least i have my family and friends...if not i don mean beening alone(but tat so boring beening alone)...

Missing the old days...no stress no worry and lot of fun...will tat happen again??...have i change alot?? im i the same old sh1n?? well maybe infront of diff ppl have a diff side of mi...so noone will understand Sh1n...xD hahas guess im so bored now...

Now in sch doing project...but i don know how to do worx...sian just have to try my best to do finish it...but now im abit lazy to do worx...somemore having a running nose...

__---Sh1n Bored---__---Anyone wan to play?!?! mwhahaha(evil laugh)!!---__

emo post...
hmmmm....hi my blog...xD 2day got presentation have to wear formal wear...haix 2day whole day nv do anything...then im so bored...noone to talk to noone to play around with. Just have to sit at the lap and wait for the teacher to come coz we don know wat time the teacher is coming...=.= so end up he come at 4pm...hmmmm everything look okay...teacher nv say much...then after tat at 4.45pm i left my class to go training NAFT....so tired...end at around 6.40pm...hmmm then everyone go there way...some go meet mum some meet "Friend"...then i go home...haiz so sian...then wat can i do...so much thing have change...well as long as everyone is happy...keeping thing to myself only myself...well tml going double O with ds to drink...time for EmoSh1n....EmoSh1n signing off....

hmmmm...2day so a very boring and tired day...2day in the morning got shop meeting which start at 8.30am...then end at 10am...but i work afternoon shift which sign in at 2pm...i got 4hours of free time...=.=" IMM got no arcade...only can shopping then go LOt 1 play arcade...then walk around around and around the mall...haiz in the end walk back to the arcade to play =.=...hmmm eat curry chicken rice for my lunch...then take my time back to IMM...so tired...some how brain cannot think...LOL then at work more tired...at the begining was okay but at the end around 7++...so many ppl then only got 4 ppl work...but like mi and other severing cust...running back and front of the shop(which is qutie big)...Cox have to worry abt sales...need to close at least better then Last year...haix but well we did it...so tired leave shop at 11pm...the rest still in shop to do the closing...they know i very tired so they let mi go 1st...THanks okay i think i go sleep le...

Tired Sh1n