Darkest of life
2day im very sad...was planning(not really i plan, im the guy tat ask ppl to come) a best friend bday celebration but it all end canceling...i feel very bad tat it end up this way...was doing my best to make thing work out...but seen i make everything go very worse...haiz i feel really sad tat it all end up so sad...u know i really feel like crying...im in the mid of very thing...i know im very sad but im not the only one...i cannot say tat im hurt the most...i know u two going to hate mi and us abt this...:( there nth i can do anymore...i feel very useless at tat time...shall have keep thing to myself and be the only to be hurt....now everyone is so unhappy...i got all the ppl anger on mi...i got nth to say abt it...i don even know y i getting all the anger on mi...im the one going, asking ppl around, making thing rite(but make thing worse) and even tell them i will pay for their Money 1st...but overall im a bad planner...now i don even know if i going to be planning abt it anymore...it so hard to be a nice guy...haiz now i don even know wat will happen on my chalet...it happen to mi, i nv forgot wat happen on my 20th birthday the day after, on the 9 Aug it hurt mi alot...nvm abt mi...im truly sry to make ur 20th birthday so sad...i fell as a friend and as planner...

>:>:2day make the darkest of life>:>: